Silent Whisper.

Almost done with new year, not much angbao, not much gambling, bday parties coming up, due work, tp. Im so afraid, everything is coming at one go. So much stuffs to consider, to be serious about. ): 

Percy Jackson was quite alright. He's quite cute uh hahahaha.

hmmm, that consecutively 3 days were probably the best time after so long. i wish time will just stop for now before anything happens. imma tuck in. good night world.

 Had a great time with Jen today! finally i get to sing again. hehehehe. omg loli loli loliiiiiiiii tsk. This month is seriously a very busy month, have so much work to dooooooo ): essay , flash, sketches this and that this and that. stress much. :/ geez but i have many parties to look forward to :D cant wait cant wait. Im so hungry now. ):


cant wait for chinese new year! moneyyyyyyyyyyyy.

ponder ponder ponder. fml

 Happy 21st Birthday HweeMeng! Hope u like the present :D 

A day out with the primary schoolmates again! Craziness at settlers cafe hahaa cant wait for the photos to be uploaded on fb! :D Anyway, we had a longgggggggggggg heart to heart session at coffeeclub, the only place that is 24hours at tampines one. hahaha. Sharing the loves and i realised so many things. In fact we were whining about our love life. hahahha so cute. So glad to have you people! We should hang out more soon! Such a miracle, I didnt expect us to be so close after 10years. Havent felt so happy for sucha long time. love u people <3


OMG ITS 5AM? tsk. hungry. jh, go to sleep.

 Bitch so much about you yet im so not angry with you but got a very huge disappointment from you.

 Yesterday in school was too happening, hahaha crows attacked a rare bird, WE RESCUED IT! a really nice passerby came to help. hero eh and crows attacked people who walked passed! outside my school. especially guys and guys with bald head. :s

fucking headache nowwwwwwwww and i wanna watch hachiko!!!! ): guess i'll have to repaint my ceiling again. lil patches everywhere, tsk.
oh i cut myself, accidentally. 

im glad i made the right decision. For the first time, I did not regret.

 I havent met someone so fucking childish like you, waste my time missing you, feeling guilty about everything. fucking piece of shit.

felt so good to see them again after 10 years. More than 10 yrs for cerena! hahah. It was really an awesome gathering. Thanks to the creater of msn and fb, otherwise, we'll lost in contact. some of them even changed their numbers. Happy 21st Birthday Huiwen :] getting hotter and crazier! IParty was at kranji farm resort, fucking farrrrrrrrrrrr i tell you. we took the shuttle bus there and back but could only got on the train that ends at toapayohhhhhhhhh, thanks ah smrt. so we had to take  cab to arab street for shisha. haha it was a hilarious night, photos are all on fb. We shall all meet up again! oh, I have finally finished painting my room alone by myself. i think im awesome.

Anyway, if you happen to read this, please know that I still miss you, i still miss your presence. I hate the fact that things have to turn out to be this way, I was really hurt when you said that I actually made your life even worst when i was trying to show care and concern for you. I hate the fact that we have to end this way. Please understand why i chose to do this, if you ever hate me, i will only think that its ridiculous but at the same time, i know i have to understand. I hope things will go smoothly for you in time to come, just hold on, im sure everything will be okay. Im sorry i couldnt be there like how you want me to. I thought you were strong enough. We couldnt communicate like before anymore, the moment we started talking, we fight, and the fight will never end. But i promise I'll keep the happy moments with me, always. imy.

I have not moved on, i still miss you so badly, i wanted to text u but i couldnt, i thought we need a break to do some self reflection. i told everyone i miss u so bad, i wanted to get back together with you, i told myself maybe a few more days. I thought we could still talk, im still worried for you, im sorry i couldnt be there because i thought u should learn to grow up and stop whining about things. I thought you have changed but no, youre stil the same. Im so hurt that you thought that i fucked you up when i was worrying about you telling you what you should do. Im so disappointed. I never hate you, never.

 School is starting for me tmr, how excited to meet my classmates again! No class on mondays and fridays. hehehehehhee. one more sem to go go go go go go gooooooooo and im out of this school! I cant stand those people having the thought that being a Lasalle student IS COOL. 

ok hmm, things ended for us but again i dont know, i might need him again. The thoughts of us fighting everyday just turned me off, perhaps living alone makes me happier, i dont know i really dont.

I wanna be happy, i want my family and friends to be happy. Not telling me, " im so sick of you both quarrelling every single day " yeah i know................... I cant be soft hearted anymore, i doubt i can go through all those all over again. such is life.

its only 1020 and im so bloody tired already. -_-

oh, my dear millie cooked the best char mee for me! hehehe thanks babe, Im so full now STEEL.

 Its 2010 and i'll be 21 this year, everything will start all over again. ALL OVER AGAIN.